Confessions...

My husband is out tonight and I have to admit that I am really enjoying it. Not that I don't love spending time with him, but I do enjoy being by myself sometimes. I'm somewhat jealous of him this summer because he is able to spend alot of time home alone since he isn't teaching or working this summer. I like being able to watch what I want to watch on TV - which usually means flipping channels for me as I hate commercials, and being able to have my own schedule. This evening, for example, I ate a small snack when I got home (shredded wheat with milk), ran something over to my parents, and then headed to a Pilates class. After the class I came home, made my lunch for tomorrow and then finally got around to eating dinner at about 9:15pm. I always feel guilting having a schedule like this when Matt is around because I know he likely does not want to wait to eat that late, but we like to have dinner together so their is a conflict. Matt started holding open field nights for the softball team on Monday and Thursday nights this week so I will be able to enjoy a little time alone a couple nights a week now. I'm sure I will get used to it, as Matt will be gone frequently once softball season starts in August.

I titled this blog confessions and you just got my first one. Here is the second - I'm really unhappy with myself right now. Two years ago, in preparation for fitting into a wedding dress in front of a huge group of people, I started working out, hired a trainer, and lost about 15lbs. in about 8 months, while gaining a ton of muscle. I was absolutely in the best shape of my life. Then I got married, moved in with Matt (whom I had lived apart from for over 6 months), and completely ditched working out. Needless to say, I gained all the weight back (and then some) and have been generally pretty unhappy with myself since then. I actually manage to "convince" myself most of the time when I look in the mirror that the way I look isn't that bad, and I also tend to ignore signs I get when I am easily out of breath, or feel uncomfortable in my clothing.

However, I was recently looking at photos of myself and realized that I can no longer ignore the signs. I spent hours upon hours of time working out two years ago, felt great the day I got married, and then reversed the whole process for absolutely no reason other than the fact that I always decided I had something better to do than work out.

So, I have vowed that I will begin working out again and I have also decided that I am going to completely overhaul my diet. My diet really did not change two years ago, which is likely the reason that I only lost 15lbs. I'm also holding myself accountable by making the results public via this blog. I plan to post everthing - from measurements, weight, pictures, the whole works. Last time, it was far too easy for me to forget all of the progress I had made, and this time I want proof!

I pulled out the tape measure tonight and went to town. I'll probably only be doing this monthly and I'll probably adjust to the first of the month from now on.

Right Arm: 11.75

Left Arm: 11.25

Upper Chest: 37

Chest: 41.5

Lower Chest: 34.5

Waist: 36

Hips: 42.5

Right Leg: 26.75

Left Leg: 26

Weight: 175.9

I'll probably take pictures later this week and post them. I actually find it very relaxing to pack my lunch for work and take it. I've never really done this before as I ate at the Union most of the time at Truman, I ate in downtown Lincoln most of the time when I was at UNL, and at the Student Center or out prior to now at Creighton. For the last week I have been planning out my lunch and taking every day and it is such a relief to not have to worry everyday about where I will eat lunch and what will be available. I also find I actually get to spend more time "at lunch" rather than getting lunch. All in all - a win-win situation :)

Tonight when I got ready to leave the gym after my class (a great class, btw) the car that parked to my left was parked so close to my car that I could not open the door more than a couple of inches. The parking lot at the gym is often very crowded and people tend to park everywhere, and not necessarily in the lines. However, I know the particular spot was empty when I parked and I know that the spot was plenty big enough for a car the park within the lines. I walked back inside and asked the guy at the desk to page the owner and ask them to move their car, and after waiting about 10 minutes realized that no one was going to move the car. So, I went out and climbed over the passenger seat of the car into the driver's seat - which is no easy task considering my car is a small, manual shift. I thought about leaving a note telling them to be more considerate when parking, but I didn't. I should have, because the whole situation was completely rediculous, but I didn't.

Headache - blech!

I'm plagued by a headache tonight. I used to get migraines every once in awhile, but those stopped several years ago (thank goodness - they were a pain while I was in college), but now I get really annoying full body headaches. My head hurts, my shoulders ache, and I'm nausous. Worst of all, I'm completely out of it and get really annoyed when someone tries to talk to me or "bothers me". My poor husband - I'm not much company for him when I have a headache like this. I've taken pain killers and they don't really help - at least this time they didn't. I'll update tomorrow once I feel a little bit better.

A typical summer weekend....

I can't believe how quickly summer is flying by! It is almost the fourth of July and once that passes I always feel like we are on a countdown to the start of the fall semester, Labor Day, and for me, the start of travel season. My traveling is really going to pick up this fall because I am taking on some new territories. I'm adding Washington and Idaho to my normal territory and made the decision to do some fall travel in Oregon as well. Oregon is typically a spring travel season for us, but my spring travel went so well that I'm adding it to fall to see if we can increase interest in Creighton in that area. It is making for some interesting trips for me - including a crazy trip through Idaho, to Sacramento, CA and then to LA (I'll be gone almost two weeks straight), but I think it will be fun. Traveling alone is a very interesting process. I tend to read many, many books during travel season because I carry a book with me everywhere I go and this year I am hoping I can get some crochet projects done too. Carrying yarn hardly adds any weight and since most of my travel is on the west coast I can get some work done on the plane. I'm looking foward to getting my travel plans (plane tickets, hotel and car reservations) settled because that is usually the most difficult and time consuming part of the process.

Matt and I had a pretty relaxing weekend overall. I spent Friday night with Lisa watching the CWS (LSU vs. UNC) and working on my latest crochet project. I'll post pictures once I have more of the project done because it has an interesting pattern when finished, but it is hard to see while it is in process. I was searching online for yarn this morning and found some great stuff at Bernat which is a company I have not purchased yarn from before. I often have about 20 projects I want to work on, but try very hard to only have one project going at a time because I tend to have problems 1. getting things finished and 2. not getting confused when I have more than one project going at a time.

Matt and I walked in the Elkhorn Days parade with Jim's campaign yesterday. Parades are strange because the candidates have to do them (particularly when their opponents walk in them as well), but I'm unsure of the effectiveness because the public does not really learn anything about the candidate by seeing them in a parade. I doubt most people even know what the candidate is running for or what party they are a member of when the parade is over. It was a very nice day yesterday so Matt and I did not mind spending a chunk of our day at the par

Matt and I spent yesterday afternoon putting together the hutch we purchased for our dining room. We picked it out a long time ago at Target but had not yet purchased it because we had other priorities. It went on clearance about two weeks ago which prompted us to go ahead and purchase it. The hutch has been in pieces (the box did not fit in either of our cars so we had to take it out of the box to get it home) in our living room for two weeks. Below you will see the pictures of our dining room before we added this new piece and our dining room after. We are pretty happy with the results and I am thrilled to have someplace to store our serving pieces.

Jim's Kick-Off!!

My family attended Jim's Kick-Off Party tonight. I'll have to get pictures from Sarah to post as my camera battery was dead so I couldn't take any. The Kick-Off went really well (in my opinion). Jim gave a very good explanation as to why he has decided to accept special interest/PAC $$ this time around - which he did not do last time. He basically said that he wanted to be able to accept money from groups who do want to support him (he gave the example of NEA groups and unions) who don't necessarily have a huge amount of money to give away and want it to mean something. He also said that he wants to have a fighting chance and given that Lee Terry has already been campaigning and has a good nest egg for the campaign he owes it to his supporters to take the extra money and make the campaign successful this time. Matt and I talked about it afterwards and I think it is the right decision. There are small, specialized interest groups who would like the opportunity to support a candidate and should not be penalized because of the big PACs out there.

Work was crazy today. I'm out of town several days next week and I have so much to do before then. I'm excited to be going to Kirksville, but wow- do I have a lot to get done. Then off to San Diego - AGAIN! - but this time Lisa is coming with me! I'm excited for a short girls weekend in SD!!

Randomness...

I've decided that my issue with being a consistant blogger is I don't know if anyone is reading what I am writing so I'm not motivated to write, but obviously no one is motivated to read if I don't write. So, maybe, if I write, someone will read and then I will write, right?

Just a warning - this post is kinda random.

I included pictures of the Easter eggs that were dyed with Lauren, Madalyn and Kaitlin last weekend when we were in Shelbina. I did not include the cute pictures of them working on their eggs because I don't have permission from their parents to post the pictures on the internet, but there are some really cute ones. Bryce was not interested in egg dying, but Lauren made sure he was included by making an egg with his name on it. The buckets of egg dye were the most fun because they girls got a lesson in colors and how they were able to dip the eggs in different colors and how they eggs would turn out as a result. They also did some of the "shrink-wrap" eggs and some ty-dyed eggs - which resulted in me having multicolored fingers for several days after - fun stuff. Kaitlin, Madalyn and Bryce also decorated their own cookies on Easter so I included a picture of what I believe is Madalyn's plate of cookies. Needless to say - the kids and only the kids ate the cookies they decorated. I did not get any pictures of the girls decorating flip-flops with their Aunt Chris, but they took cute flip-flops and fabric strips and tied the fabric strips around the plastic part of the flip-flops. I wish I had pictures - it was cute. I also missed out on pictures of them hunting for their Easter baskets. Next time...

Our weekend in Shelbina was a short one as we did not leave until Saturday morning and returned on Sunday. Matt and I both had Friday off from work, but Matt had a baseball game on Friday evening so we couldn't leave until Saturday morning. Matt's parents hosted a full house on Saturday as they had eight people sleeping in their house. Matt says that he does not know if he has slept with that many members of his family in one house ever before.

We got the air mattress in dining room.

This past week was crazy. It was Round 4 of Pharmacy Interviews, but it has been over a month since we held any on campus so everyone (myself included) was a little rusty! We had some strange issues/problems occur -things that have not happened on any other day - including an interviewee that showed up a week early! Craziness! Luckily, I have wonderful co-workers who pitch in and make things happen quickly so the issues that could have been major were minor only. I also found out that I will be going back to San Diego in April - in less than two weeks to be exact. An event we had scheduled for last fall that got cancelled because of the wildfires in the SD area has been rescheduled for April 12th. Unfortunately, we were only notified this past Thursday of the new date. So here is my schedule for the next few weeks:

April 8th-10th - Kirksville, MO (Truman here I come!!)

April 11th-13th - San Diego, CA

April 18th-26th - Oregon!!

May 17th - 23rd - North Carolina for Zach and Kim's Wedding with the family

It looks like my suitcase will get a workout in the next two months. I'm super excited about all of these trips though - even San Diego, because I feel like I am finally learning my way around that city. Matt will not be joining me in North Carolina, unfortunately, as it is the last week of school and he will still be doing baseball, but I'm looking forward to a vacation with my cousins. We haven't done that in YEARS.

Matt and I are sitting here tonight and the Atlanta Braves are in DC playing the Washington Nationals. I cannot even tell you how much I have been looking forward to baseball season. I think it is odd that we only spend 5 months out of the year without baseball (not counting the preseason) and 7 months with baseball, but those 5 months last FOREVER! I was so disappointed with the Cards last years and was then really disappointed with all of the players we lost in the off season - EDMONDS! ROLEN! ECKSTEIN! - but I am excited to see what this season holds in spite of that. Maybe they will surprise me and sometimes the teams that have all the potential do not produce in the end. Matt and I ordered MLB Extra Innings so we will be able to catch most of the Cards games this season.

Okay - here is where the randomness of this post really shows through.

I've really tried to not be extremely public regarding my political views this year simply because I am leary of making a decision when a vote will not take place until November (I was out of town for our caucus) and because I feel like I am learning more about each candidate everyday. However, the Clinton camp has really been making me frustrated lately. I watched a report on CNN.com today regarding a question that Chelsea Clinton was asked by a student at Butler University that went something like this, "Did Chelsea Clinton think her mother Hillary Clinton's credibility was hurt by her father Bill's affair with White House intern Monica Lewinsky when he was president?" Chelsea responded, ""Wow. You're the first person actually that's ever asked me that question in the, I don't know maybe, 70 college campuses I've now been to. And, I do not think that is any of your business." I've grown really tired of the Clintons using Chelsea to their advantage, yet enabling her to avoid having to answer any of the tough questions because of an agreement that the media made years ago to leave her alone. If she is going out on behalf of the campaign, then she should be prepared to answer the tough questions. Obviously the student at Butler who asked the question felt that it was an important question to ask and while I do think it was asked partially to get a rise out of her - he succeeded in his attempt. And, the actions of former president Clinton and Sentor Clinton are the business of the American public. My point is that the Clintons can't have it both ways - either Chelsea is out as a representative of her mother, or she isn't.

See, random...

First Post of 2008!

Happy New Year!

Matt and I just returned for a wonderful, story-filled weekend in Missouri. We departed early Saturday morning after a quick stop-off at Starbucks for an Eggnog Latte for me (I never know when they are going to stop carrying Eggnog!). We arrived in Shelbina during the middle of the afternoon, spent a little time with Matt's parents and Eric and then headed back into town to visit Jason, Sara, Samuel, and their parents for the evening. We enjoyed pizza, football and good conversation. Samuel entertained us all.

Sunday brought a little bit of sleeping in, visiting Matt's grandma, and celebrating Christmas with the Caldwell's. The entire family was able to make it and we had a great time. The kids ripped into their gifts and had a blast playing with them and we had a great time enjoying the time together - it doesn't happen often. We were able to meet Rebecca and Kade (the woman that Mike is dating and her son) and spend a little bit of time with them. It will be nice to get to know them better sometime when things are a little less hectic.

On Monday Matt and I took off for Bren's parent's house outside of Maryville. The wind was really beginning to blow by the time we arrived and some of the snow that had fallen was blowing back onto the roads. I was glad to be out of the car for the evening. It was great to see Pell, Bren, Andrew and Amy. The six of us used to spend so much time together and it is hard now that we are so spread out. It sound like Pell and Bren will be putting their house up for sale soon in anticipation of a possible move back to the midwest - or at least closer than they are now! It would be great to have them closer so we could get together for fun more often.

Pell made a huge batch of pizza dough and we all helped getting ingredients together for pizza. It was the best homeade pizza I have ever had and we enjoying being about to have six different combinations of toppings. Bren and her mom also made a gorgeous salad ( I don't know where they find such fresh ingredients in the middle of winter) and we sat around the table and enjoyed our time together. After dinner everyone else joined in a ping-pong tournament, but I was taking it easy because my back started hurting the moment I got out of the car. By the time the tournament was over I couldn't stand, sit, or do anything comfortably. Luckily, Pell has some experience with manipulation and massage and was able to eliminate a huge knot that had wedged itself between my spine and my hip bone and was also able to relieve some pain I was feeling in other parts of my right side because of the spot on my back that was sending me out-of-whack. Thankfully, after a couple of days of recovery by back is finally back to normal, and I am thankful for a friend who is so talented :)

On New Year's Eve we also played Apples to Apples before toasting in the New Year
(with champagne!) and then played Catchphrase before heading to bed. Pell proved himself as an excellent cook again the next morning by making fantastic pancakes that we enjoyed with cinnamon rolls and coffee. We spent the rest of the morning and early afternoon playing more ping-pong and working on a puzzle that Bren's family had started. It was great to be able to be together before we returned to Omaha and Andrew and Amy returned to KC.

I returned to work yesterday (a little late because I couldn't sleep on Tuesday night because my back was really stiff and painful) and am very grateful that this is a short week. We are swamped at work and I'm looking forward to being able to use the weekend to catch up a little and get some things done at home before a full work-week.

Post-Christmas

Whew! Christmas survived!

Christmas is without a doubt on of my favorite times of the year. I love gift-giving, cookie and candy baking, cookie, enjoying time with family and friends and everything else that goes along with the time from Thanksgiving through New Years. I am, however, thrilled to have a couple of days off after Christmas to recover.

Matt and I finished all of our holiday baking on Monday morning. We dipped regular Oreo balls, mint Oreo ball, dried apricots, and PB balls - 4 semi-sweet chocolate chips bags of dipping. I love doing it and watching others enjoy my treats, but I was really glad when we were finished. We made brunch enchiladas for Christmas morning brunch and then got ready and headed over to my parents house for Christmas Eve. Unfortunately, my mom returned from Arkansas with a terrible cold and felt pretty terrible for most of Christmas Eve and Christmas Day. Christmas Eve is spent with my mom's family. My mom's cousins Carol, Bill and Dianne come over and bring their families. We had 21 people in our house for appetizers, dinner and gift giving. They are, however, a late-night group and it was after midnight before we were able to get to sleep. My mom suffered the brunt of a short night of sleep and never really recovered on Christmas day. She made it up to open gifts with us in the morning, but went to sleep soon after and was completely out until after my dad's family arrived and ate our Christmas meal. I remember being sick on Christmas Day (and ONLY Christmas day) the year I was 10 - it was pretty miserable - especially when I could hear my cousins having a great time downstairs and I was in bed feeling like crap. Sarah and I were able to take charge for dinner and it enabled my mom to just sleep as much as she wanted. By evening she said she was feeling much better. Alice and Sam drove over to our house which was great because Sam left town today and I would not have seen him if he had not come over. They were able to stay for awhile - and arrived with their wedding gift for Matt and I - a great collection of spices and a homeade recipe book.

Matt and I spent today recovering and did a little retail therapy. We purchased a new duvet cover at Pottery Barn that I have had my eye on for awhile - and it dropped to 50% off today in for the post-Christmas sales. I've been looking for something for our guest room and it will be perfect!

Christmas Preparations

I love the final days before Christmas when I have so many fun things to do. Matt and I slept in a little this morning and then headed over the my parents house to finish up wrapping presents. My mom has tons of wrapping supplies so it is just easier to do everything at their house. We stopped for Starbucks on the way. I love the Christmas Lattes they have available now - Peppermint Mocha, Eggnog, etc. We finished up the wrapping and then headed to our house to start baking. I am making regular and mint oreo balls, peanut butter balls, double chocolate chip cookies, eggnog cookies, and mini cheesecakes (regular and chocolate) this year. Matt does a great job of helping me by rotating cookies in the oven and keeping up with the dishes while I am cooking.

I'm likely have a little baking to finish up tomorrow, and then I have the breakfast casserole to make for Christmas Day morning, and will head to my mom's to see if she needs any help. We host both Christmas Eve (my mom's family - 20-some people) and Christmas Day (my dad's family - about 10 people) so there is alot of coordinating that needs to happen.

My wheels during my travels in Illinois!

Travel season has begun! I left Omaha yesterday morning on a Southwest flight to Chicago Midway. Our flight left a little late for some unknown reason. I watched my luggage get loaded on the plane from the windew in the terminal and then an announcement was made that we had to change gates. I guess they moved to plane too because my luggage arrive in Chicago safe and sound. I was a little concerned about my luggage because I had to pack about 20lbs of recruiting materials, plus my computer but it all turned out okay. Hopefully, I will give all of the materials away and won't have to lug it around on the way home.

I get to tool around Chicago in the most eclectic vehicle I have ever driven - a yellow PT Cruiser! I've always wanted to drive one and I actually like the fact that I am somewhat noticable on the streets of Chicago - hopefully other drivers will notice me and won't hit me!

After I picked up my vehicle and got directions from the nice van driver at National Rental I headed to Champaign-Urbana. I navigated through a hugh construction mess on my way out of Chicago and then got to see some beautiful Illinois farmland. I arrive in Urbana-Champaign, drove around campus to acquaint myself and the found my hotel. I stayed at the Hilton Garden Inn in Champaign and found it to be a great hotel. Awesome staff, great fitness room, good location, and free wireless. It was a great hotel for a business traveler. I got some work done last night and then relaxed for awhile.

This morning I checked out of my hotel, enjoyed a little bit of reading time at a Moonstruck Chocolate Cafe with a cup of Malted Caramel Chocolate (heaven in a cup) and the headed over to the UIUC Health and Graduate School Fair. I met some great students at the fair - it was nice to be back in that environment again. I realized how much I have missed recruiting.

After the fair I packed up the Cruiser and headed back to Chicago. I navigated downtown Chicago while driving for the first time in my life. I made it to my hotel (the Ambassador East Hotel) safe and sound, got checked in, and have spent this evening relaxing.

Updates....

Quite a bit has happened since my last update. First, I started a new job. I'm now working at Creighton University for the School of Pharmacy and Health Professions at an admission counselor and I LOVE IT! Next week, I begin my travel season which will last the entire month of October. I plan on updating this blog throughout my travel season (hopefully - I'm not so great with the updating) so that I can keep all of my readers updated on my whereabouts and adventures. I have included the list below of where I will be and when - let the adventures begin!

September 30th-October 4th - Urbana/Champaign, Chicago and Rock Island, IL
October 7th-October 11th - San Francisco
October 12th-October 19th - Lincoln, Kearney, Seward, and Omaha, NE
October 22nd-October 24th - San Diego
October 25th-October 26th - Honolulu
October 27th-November 1st - Los Angeles

It will be a crazy month, but I am very excited about traveling and talking to students about Creighton and Omaha.

Oh, and Matt and I are buying a house. We put an offer in on one this past weekend and it was accepted. We plan to close on November 9th, so Matt will have alot to do while I am gone to get us ready to move. Maybe it will keep him from missing me too much :)